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crossing my fingers and wishing upon every star that chapter 10 finally brings us the tweel cards 🤞🤞
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#just because of the context and what i'm about to wildly go on about#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 9 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 9 spoilers#god i wish this turns out to be a spoiler#anyway#i think it's safe to assume at this point that the next story card will be one (or both??? 👀) of the twins#do i DARE hope#i mean chances are just as good it's gonna be jade wearing a big mushroom costume or something#but you know what i'll take that too#and as long as i'm sitting here at the corkboard for crack theories#i have noticed that vil and jamil's dreams both got their use out of their travel event backgrounds#like tapis rouge HAD to have been specifically timed to come out before vil's chapter so we would have some context for that#and look. we know who's coming up next.#so...is it possible that maybe...coral sea event is finally coming?!#are there fishboys on the horizon?!#i don't want to get my hopes up. but also i very much do#august schedule is gonna come out with two training camps and a master chef rerun and i'm gonna dissolve on the spot
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drank too much
[ID: Digital Art of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. Vash’s body is turned slightly away from the viewer as he holds a staggering Wolfwood by his shoulder. He has one foot ahead of the other, the foot in the back used to stabilize himself from tipping over. Wolfwood is tethering into Vash, his weight pressed into him with his arms wrapped around Vash’s waist and his face is hidden away as he leans against Vash’s shoulder. Vash’s expression can be seen, his eyes wide and mouth tight-lipped, and his face is flushed red. A speech bubble comes out from Wolfwood, saying a drawled “Spikeyyy...”. The background are desaturated pastels of blue and green, showing night time, as they stand in the middle of an empty street that is also lit by the moon not depicted. Yellow light is seen coming from the inside of a saloon. End ID]
#vashwood#Vash the Stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#when i think of who handles their alcohol best -- it's going to be vash naturally. considering his age but also his plant biology?#idk how his plant biology comes into things but it feels like it makes sense... and helps build his tolerance... also he's canonically#a bit of an alcoholic i think... one of his vices. and im sure ww drinks but his go-to comfort is through smoking not drinking#slight detour but the barkeeper was also like i'm the angel that provides drinks for these troubled souls. all i could think of is#a parallel from ww to vash... vash going thru this hell on his own during that point in the chapter and ww is the angel who will give him#his space and then also save him later. But anyway. that's a completely different topic. as a result of ww Not being much of a drinker#i feel like he'd be clingy... a LOT less verbal but more physically affectionate#i feel like he'd be able to speak as he normally does but when he wants to ask for something he'd just reduce it down to names#spikey needle noggin while tugging on vash's arm. vash explodes immediately#this is also very self indulgent if u cant tell.#i was just thinking that ww while sober is a hard cage to crack through no matter how close vw gets to one another.#while ww can end up being emotionally vulnerable -- has to at some point within their relationship -- he still just has tons of trouble#navigating his own personal wants.#ruporas art
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Sub Bucky and a breeding kink 💀 dead unlived it's one of my favourite things 😌
This is pretty high up there on my list of dream fantasies 🥵 these are two of my biggest weaknesses, don't even look at me rn
One of life's greatest joys is cuddling with the other person's head resting on your chest so you can play with their hair and rub their shoulders. I love that shit, having someone else's body weight on you is so comforting.
I imagine that's something Bucky would really enjoy too. It's so soft and sweet and tender and getting to feel cared for would really appeal to him.
But that's up until his hands work their way under your top, up over your bare skin so he's able to cup your breasts and bury his face between them while he's getting his hair played with. Life's pleasures don't get much simpler than that.
After a few moments he shifts slightly, tugging the neckline of your shirt out of the way to give himself space to kiss and nip your skin. All of a sudden he's desperate and it's beautiful to watch.
"Please." He whispers between frantic kisses, flicking his tongue over the stiff peak of your nipple before engulfing it with his warm, eager mouth.
"Please, what?" You tease, tugging on his hair just a little for emphasis.
He groans, frustrated by his own lack of coherence, pulling his mouth from your nipple. "Please let me put a baby in you."
That's not what you were expecting but fuck, he makes it sound pretty appealing.
"Bucky-" You begin but he cuts you off, giving your other nipple the same attention as he gave the first. God, that's distracting.
"You'd make. Such. A pretty. Mommy." He whispers, kissing his way down your body until he reaches the bottom seam of your top. From there, he pulls it off, letting it fall to the floor before removing the rest of your clothes.
"You'd look so pretty with a little baby bump." His huge hand rests on your bare tummy, imaging how your body would change.
"I want it, Buck." You mean it too. It doesn't sound like such a bad idea when he's taking his clothes off.
"I know you want it." He groans, rubbing the tip of his dick against your soaked core. "Y-you're so wet."
He presses his hips forward, sliding inside you and you can't explain it but you swear it feels different this time.
"Don't even think about pulling out." You cup his face in your hands, keeping his eyes on you and you almost worry he's going to fuck himself senseless into you. "I want you to make me a mommy. You're going to give me every single drop of cum and when it starts to drip out of me, you're going to fuck it back in."
His head falls onto your shoulder, sobbing a pathetic moan against your already hot skin. The pace of his thrusts matches his need, his hips slamming into yours and when he finally gives in, he cums inside you with your legs clamped around his waist, making sure he couldn't pull out even if he wanted to.
#asks answered <3#becca writes spice#anon#sub!bucky#subby bucky#this is one of those fantasies that's nice in my head#I think I'd like to be at that point in my life but it's absolutely not where I'm at rn#maybe some day tho#I started writing a new series yesterday#making a lil moodboard#excited to post the concept#can't decide if I want each chapter to feel like a continuation of the one before#or if I want the chapters to be more detached from each other with time passing in between#might actually space it out over a weekend?#I took my lil granny out for lunch today and she's just the cutest#she usually comes up to ours for Sunday lunch but my parents were out this weekend#so I made her dinner last night and took it down to her and I asked if she wanted to go out for Sunday lunch for a change#she made me book the table right there in front of her so she'd be able to look forward to it 🥺#I sat with her for over an hour yesterday evening and she smiled nearly the whole time#she's too cute I swear
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keefe would not like me and i don't like him: masterpost
hey everyone . . . there are too many freaking strieefe things now. sigh. so naturally it's time for a masterpost . . . but before that i should clear up some misconceptions probably
this is a bit. i am not actually mad. if i was i would make a more serious-toned post telling strieefe anons and non-anons to knock it off
having said that i am vehemently and utterly anti strieefe. awful, awful ship. horrendous. will fight the people that ship it until the day i die
this post explains the origins of strieefe
yes, i am okay with strieefe fics being posted to ao3 (i've had a couple of anons ask me this). if you happen to do this, tag me as stria sixteen. also send me the fic. i want to read it
i am not okay with smut (nobody has done this yet, but just to be clear) . . . but anything up until that point is fine. the makeout fic was fine. the only-one-bed trope was fine. the shirtless keefe was fine
please please please please if you are going to send me fics, name them. name them!!!! it doesn't have to be a profound, thoughtful name (this is strieefe, after all, cringe is expected). but all fics are tagged by their names, and it helps keep things organized, so please!!!! i also tag all asks i receive with the asker's url, so fics are also tagged by the writer's url (or anon)
the general strieefe tag (for me) is #keefe would not like me and i don't like him. it is blockable. do with this information what you will. other people may use different tags. if you don't want to see strieefe-related stuff at all, i also recommend blocking off #strieefe and #to strieefe or not to strieefe
alayda is a menace but i don't hate her. stop sending me weird asks about her. they will be deleted
katie is a traitor to the sokeefe nation
always forever by alayda (@alaydabug2) and @ishipstrieefe (pro)
chapter one
chapter two
chapter three
chapter four
never change by lisa (@lisalovesapplesauce) (pro)
chapter one
chapter two
chapter three
chapter four
hate your lover, love your hater, and be studied by her friend by doe (@worldsunlikemyown) (anti)
context
chapter one
chapter two
chapter three
chapter four
treehouse by treehouse anon (pro)
chapter one
pride pin by pride pin anon (anti)
chapter one
chapter two
sometimes grief is acceptance by alayda (pro)
chapter one
chapter two
hold me like a grudge by emelin (@thishumanformislimiting) (pro)
chapter one
miscellaneous alayda fics (pro)
high on your love
the way to my heart is an a+
love in the air
chapter forty-two au (actually this one might be anti)
only your warmth
crossover (converted to anti by by me)
miscellaneous non-alayda fics (disclaimer: some of these could barely even be considered fics)
unnamed fic by anon one (anti)
unnamed fic by cricket (@gay-witches-are-the-best) (anti)
unnamed fix-it fic of alayda's makeout fic by anon two (anti)
unnamed fic by a.j. (@lgbtqforeverything) (anti)
unnamed fic by @kotlcpuppetshow (anti)
unnamed fic by anon three (anti)
atlantis blows the fuck up by anon four (????)
unnamed fic by @oopsies-maeve-did-a-thing (pro)
fanart (will it never end)
by alex (@the-soul-detectives) (pro)
fanart of alayda's chapter forty-two au by aspen (@aspenaspenaspenaspenaspen) (pro)
fix-it fanart of high on your love (alayda's makeout fic) by aspen (anti)
by connie (@absolutely-existing) (anti)
by alayda (pro)
by emelin (pro)
by emelin part two (pro)
by fin (@fintan-pyren) (pro)
fucking. songs. (and song-adjacent things like poems.) what world do i live in
unlikely couple by katie (@myfairkatiecat) (pro)
a ballad of keefe and stria by emelin (pro)
#i'm sobbing into my soup as i make this#this cannot be real#the reason i'm making this masterpost is that i'm tired of hunting down the previous parts to link in the newest chapters#so from now on i will only link this masterpost when new chapters of any fic come out. y'all can figure it out from there#strieefe definitely has more fics than some rairpairs at this point. just saying. what the fuck#the ones that don't have links are the ones currently in my inbox just so you all know. expect those to be posted whenever#and alayda. i have not linked the bh/bm ones because those are not really strieefe fics. at least not in my humble opinion#keefe sencen#kotlc keefe#kotlc#keefe would not like me and i don't like him
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Me if DFO isn't canon




#LOOK IM RAMBLING A LOT ABOUT THIS ONLINE AND IN REAL LIFE I LOOK LIKE A CRAZY PERSON#spoilers#bnha#mha#all for one#afo#dfo#dad for one#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#with how much attention is being given to the DFO theory and then Horikoshi decides that Hisashi is just Some Guy™....#....... (relics of a past time before the reveal ig)#if dfo is real maybe can we get some backstory with inko or something?#like a shojo-manga 3 chapters and its just afo fucking w/ inko stringing her along the whole time and then going “PEACE” once izuku is born#if dfo isnt canon then. then what. what about all these points and thoughts everyones come up with?#tis i boo boo the fool#what if horikoshi never elaborates on midoriyas dad and the fanon is so strong that others genuinely think its real canon after the fact?#“yeah no Hisashi is just some guy i made for Izuku's checkup to say hes Quirkless” NOOOOO WAITTTTTT#(someone mightve made this meme already?)#(i dunno)
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horror is so BLESSED he's the only one out of the murder time trio that has actual good people trying to influence his story 💔💔 dust and killer were both driven to INSANITY because of the choices of their respective humans but horror??? every time without FAIL the polls for horrortale's plotline have always ended in a good place for aliza (either by bettering her relationships/reputation or for her to just. not DIE)
horrortale's potential alternate timelines my beLOVEd🙏🙏 they're SO lucky that we're being kind and benevolent hehe (≧ω≦) now where are the aus based off the possible different outcomes that could've happened in horrortale HUH???? (like how aliza couldve killed toriel or chosen horror's puzzle or gone with undyne to the core........)
#something something all three of them have their fates determined by an outside force#ermmmm but horror doesn't- yeah he does. what aliza does decides EVERYTHING for horror and horrortale#just because its not direct like dust or killer doesn't mean theyre all subject to the same community x3#PARALLELS MTT PARALLELS FOR THE 500TH TIME THEY HAVE SOOOO MANY PARALLELS OHHH MY GOOOOOODDDDDD#mtt going to visit horrortale would just be dust eying aliza (out of paranoia. he knows shes a good kid)#and then killer knowing in his head that the poor kid aliza that horror weirdly seems to like doesn't have control over her actions#she doesn't know horror doesn't know nobody knows except killer. is that a bit sad?#theyre all living in the dark unaware of the reality of their world. i mean thats how its meant to be after all thats what the players want#but....... it would be tempting to tell horror...... hehehehehe- and then he's interrupted by horror and dust#(theyre trying to get killer to eat papyrus's spaghetti in their place. he's the only one that can stomach it even though there's no human)#mtt i love thee SOOOOO much. theyre back in horrortale for the holidays ✨✨ coming back to visit the family ✨✨ WHAT horror's visiting.......#not dust or killer of course. this isnt their world noooope thats not papyrus. but that doesn't stop dust from having everyone like him#its just like the good old days :333 except now there's three sanses and triple the insanity :333 almost like nothing's changed!!!!!#oh killer??? yeah he's there. probably won't try taking up the sansish type of role horror and dust do but he'll find a way to get used 2 i#after all the point of this is whatever he wants it to be now ;33333 were these tags all just a reference to my mtt fic. yes. yes they were#LMAOOOO i forgot that aliza didn't fall into horrortale yet in my fic. still a fun thing to imagine tho!!!#i think it would be fun having aliza be the first of humans for horrortale to deal with that they won't instantly kill#itll be hard but really rewarding for all of them........ especially horror i believe!!! man he didnt even go through therapy but#just being away from horrortale and out doing new and FUN and NOT MURDEROUS things has done wonders for him :3#i need to get to writing smh..... winter break is the day after tomorrow (TECHNICALLY AT 2:32 PM SINCE THSYS WHEN SCHOOL ENDS SO HAHAHA)#so ill probably work on it more over break since i'll have nothing to do hehe.......#today was an amazing day for me ✨ TWO mtt angst death related hcs..... some work on my latest chapter i've yet to post..... SWAPINVERSE FAN#ARE YOU KIDDING ME MORR SWAPINVERSE ART THIS IS SOOOO AMAZING THABK YOU UNTITLED29876011111 I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY YOU DO THIS!!!!!#tricule rant#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au
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"Arya wouldn't have been able to survive in KL" is really one of the dumbest fanon takes where you can tell someone only believes it because they like the idea of Arya and Sansa being "exact opposites and perfect complements" (even though it goes against the books). Actual evidence from the books to back it up? Never anywhere to be found despite how confidently people make this claim.
And not only does it severely mischaracterize Arya and ignore what she's been through, it also ignores her importance as a political hostage. The Lannisters weren't searching for her, and lying about having her, for no reason. They needed her because having only one Stark after executing Ned put them in a poor position to negotiate. So Arya would have been more than capable of handling herself (thoroughly shown in her Harrenhal chapters) and the Lannisters would've done everything in their power to keep her alive but, somehow, she wouldn't have been able to survive? It's truly one of those takes that falls apart if you think about it for more than two seconds but apparently, that's too much effort for some people.
#arya stark#asoiaf#as song of ice and fire#anti sansa stans#cause they're the main culprits#the story comes secondary to putting Arya down to prop Sansa up for some people though#it's just one of the dumbest and easily disprovable takes in this fandom#I don't even get mad when I see it cause I know it's not based on anything in the story and it's just fanon misinterpretations#and then they try to be neutral and say that Sansa wouldn't have been able to survive what Arya did but they NEVER point out Arya's#skills + intelligence or talk about what Sansa lacks in comparison or why she wouldn't have been able to survive#a majority of the time it's just /Sansa wouldn't have been able to pass as a boy/ cause they hate complimenting Arya#I'm supposed to buy Sansa as the smartest character in the books but there's nothing in her chapters that her own stans can use to prove it#they have to rely on dropping the intelligence and skills of other characters to make room for her and we're just supposed to ignore that#/Arya wouldn't have been able to survive/ instead of pointing out Sansa's actual skills okay okay got it#personally I'm going to use quotes from my faves chapters to prove their intelligence but I guess that's only if it's actually there...
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Wyllstarion regency AU where the Szarr Household is composed of the seven spawn, but they're actually seven 'street rats' that Cazador took in as children off the street in a 'great experiment' to see they could be shaped into members of high society. Society views it as insanity, but is also praising his efforts to aid the lower class without knowing the amount of abuse the children have gone through in their 'lessons.' It's all just a ploy to boost his social status and reputation.
Cazador moves them to Baldur's Gate at the start of the courting season for their family debut, and Astarion's role is to try to marry off his 'sisters' to eligible bachelors and establish their family name. Maybe find a noble to seduce himself. Rumor has it that Duke Ravengard's son might finally be looking to wed this year, but, to Cazador's frustration, he's quite elusive all night.
Astarion finally slips away from the festivities for a breather and some wine... only to find the Duke's son outside, seemingly with the same idea.
And well... if he makes a connection with the Duke's son instead of his sisters... technically Cazador is getting what he wanted, right?
...
Anyways I've been writing and watching Bridgerton again.
#wyll#astarion#wyllstarion#bloodpact#we're writing again boys#fanfiction time#a couple thousand words into this we'll see where it goes#and we're still using dnd races#because my fic my logic#they're just not vampires#chapter one coming.... at some point? we'll see XD
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After re-reading the manga (again), for the first time I’ve realized that we don’t see this tale unfold from Nic’s perspective, despite this manga being about Nic and Worick’s story.
The story is told through various character perspectives. Alex, the stand-in for the reader. Worick, our morally grey protagonist (whose motivations and true feelings aren’t entirely revealed at this juncture). Marco Adriano, Lorietta, the Destroyers, we get glimpses of the story through their eyes as well.
Nic has only a few panels from his perspective, just a small handful, across eight volumes. Most of these are concentrated at the end of volume eight, after Worick purports to break the contract (and even then, it’s mostly through Nina’s eyes). We have so little insight into how Nic feels and how he is truly responding to his world falling apart.
There’s so much we don’t know about Nic because we can only view him through other characters’ perceptions, all of them heavily biased. What’s going on in his mind? How does he truly feel? How would he tell his own story?
We might never know.
#gangsta.#gangsta manga#nicolas brown#worick arcangelo#actually feeling dizzy over this revelation#if the manga ever comes off hiatus#I can see the last serious installment or chapters being from Nic’s point of view#for the first (and last) time#because he’s the only one that can truly complete some of the stories that are being told#his viewpoint is essential but we haven’t been privileged to see it yet
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ghost rei, at the root of it all, highlighted rei’s solitude. the story itself did a damn good job of it lol, rei so far is the only person to have taken down his ghost without having his team fight alongside him. but some other interesting things to note lol
ghost rei, while using the kids’ spiritual energy for something (we haven’t yet learned what this energy is for) genuinely wanted to protect the children from a world that’s made up of lies
he point blank says that ‘he will guide the children away from a life full of mistakes and setbacks’
(a ghost kuukou parallel mind you)
ghost rei schemed to have a confrontation with rei, believing he would understand that their minds together, a real mind and one of artificial intelligence, but still rei, can solve the mysteries of mira
(a ghost jakurai parallel might i add)
and ghost rei’s ultimate goal in all this was to free himself from the unknown in a sense. if he learns why he was created and what he was meant to do, he can use that to shape his own goals and his own world and unchain himself that’s bound to data
(directly opposes ghost ichiro relying on his original’s data)
something i thought was neat was how in order help ghost rei’s pass on peacefully (lol) about the kids navigating reality, he pointed to sasara and rosho actually. to rei, these two are adult figures the youth can rely on
#this is vee speaking#this chapter had me sitting and staring off into the distance for like ten minutes trying to understand what i was being shown LMAO#and i am not complaining i love hypdream i love hypmic lmao#i did come to the conclusion that i need to make some notes about lore around this plot lol#the mc is a very crucial piece of the mira mystery and based on my current understanding at least?????#the mc might be symbolic of what mira was created to do???? both ghost rei and kuukou touch on it#and a little bit with ghost ichiro too thinking about it#but those two specifically are protecting people who are afraid of the outside world and the mc at one point was just like them#but the mc is thriving so mira might have been initially created to help heal by using escapism#to eventually have you back on your own two feet and living in the real world as cruel as it is#chuuoku seems to have taken over the project so this may be another case of the government bastardising an ideal lol 😭😭😭#have i mentioned i like this game lol i love this game 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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sometimes i think about sullivan and how his n iruma’s relationship progresses and what made him choose iruma. i mean it was probably something to do with delkira that made him pick iruma up but i also think about that comment he makes early on in the series, that the others in the 3 greats have grandkids and he doesnt and how hed love to have a grandkid. and how he sends iruma to babyls partly because thats what a proper caretaker is meant to do. and how at the beginning maybe hes playacting and thinking yes this is the boy i have brought over for unspecified reasons, My Grandson, and i am the Grandfather (yay!) but its only later on that The Grandson becomes Iruma Suzuki first and then Sullivan’s Grandson second. and then i get happy about it
#i think half of this has been cooked up in my head from that one offhand comment and also some common sense (i mean he still has some#affection or makes sure to show it at least but i dont know that its genuine . at least in the beginning. wouldnt it be strange if you love#a stranger immediately?)#(but then again the idea that he loves iruma immediately is also fun because i imagine itd be him projecting his affection for delkira onto#this kid and then later it becomes something real….)#but anyway the point is to say that i like that even if it wasnt real in the beginning he still tries hard to pretend and he does look out#for iruma#like. excellent behviour good sir you get an a* from me#ahh but i really really want a few chapters just to explore why the adoption happened in the first place like WHY DID HE AGREE#this is a question that bugs me forever WHAT IS IT ABOUT IRUMA#is it the same thing that makes him so charismatic ? is it why he radiates main character energy ?#i suppose we’ll get it when we get more information about delkira because i highkey think they are inextricably linked somehow#but ugghhhh can that chapter come sooner please thanks#m!ik#welcome to demon school iruma kun#yellow is blathering yet again#iruma suzuki#sullivan
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^ | Guess who never realized there was a brush library in the art program i switched to.

I really like the pencil tool for coloring in doodles!!! Also here’s a complimentary Jevil
#I had no idea there were different brushes because Im used to fiddling around on MS paint#I use Magma because the old computer i use to hook up my tablet is stuck on windows 8.1 . Guess which version photoshop doesnt support?#Ive been using the janky default brush this whole time.#GOSH!!!!!!! I cant believe i never thought to look#deltarune#deltarune spamton#spamton#spamton g spamton#spamton fanart#jevil#jevil deltarune#deltarune chapter 2#deltarune jevil#I see them more in a tom and jerry friendship tbh#maybe ill come around to spamevil at some point idk#spamton is a total bastard honestly and i need to draw him being one more#BuwheArt
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#didn't have a big party for my 30th for reasons that were partly distance and partly insecurities/depression#this year being back closer to where my people are decided to do a big party instead this weekend#my first since my 21st (which was... a struggle for also distance related reasons and may have reinforced said insecurities)#i am having to remind myself. i am doing my best none of us get to practice this life#interrupting this to say i just mindlessly slapped at a tickle on my arm only to discover it was HUGE#not the sandflies we've been getting all day but a moth or something at least a cm big! (i grabbed it and threw it away without looking)#anyway. what was i saying. having a little moment where my insecurities are coming back in the middle of the night#and i wonder if i have - again - asked for less than i truly want because i didn't feel like anyone would give the full thing to me#but the point is: i asked for something i wanted and that's something that takes practice. and the point is: i get to try again next year a#d next year and next year. and the point is: we only live this life once but it is not a short life and there will be more chances#to celebrate with the people i love. to ask for what i want. to learn to listen to what i actually want before i make myself smaller out#of habit#but i DID ask for a party and i DID ask for someone who isn't me to host it (a thing i haven't asked for since probably my 21st tbh) and#that's already growth#and it will be fun! i'm a bit sad that no one from my most recent chapter of life can be there but it's no secret that social was hard ther#so i only have 3 friends i wanted to invite anyway and all of them live several hours away#(and one of them i knew couldn't come already when i planned it - she's at a hens party - but we talked about it and decided to go ahead)#idk. really it's ok. but part of why i'm doing this is as a challenge to my own insecurities (as well as because it will be fun!) and i#really pray this year will see some of those insecurities dwindling. that i will be able to really believe that i am lovable and loved.#that's my prayer.
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Chapters: 2/6 Fandom: Dead Boy Detectives (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Edwin Paine | Edwin Payne & Charles Rowland, Edwin Paine | Edwin Payne/Charles Rowland, whatever they've got going on Characters: Charles Rowland (DCU), Edwin Paine | Edwin Payne Additional Tags: 5+1 Things, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Repression, this is charles we are talking about, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, again this is charles we are talking about, POV Alternating, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Canon Compliant, Panic Attacks Summary:
“Now or never, mate,” Charles tells himself, and it’s true. He remains unmoving for a few moments longer even so, every muscle tight and ready to run, but there’s nowhere for him to go. All he wants is to run from is this stupid decision, one that he hasn’t even fully made yet, but he knows that no matter where he goes, it will follow him, it will pick at him until he finally snaps, so he might as well just get it over with, right-
In two steps, Charles has crossed the room, slamming his hand against the mirror. It almost goes through, the mirror warping under the pressure, but the surface tension catches against his palm and pushes back with more force than he was expecting. He breathes like he just ran a marathon, gasping for air that he doesn’t need, and the mirror ripples and shifts.
Overlaid across the office’s reflection is the image of his home.
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5 times Edwin didn't press the issue, and one time he did.
#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#charles rowland#edwin payne#payneland#chapter 2 is posted!!! come get some fun charles pov#also fun fact as i was writing this at one point i said out loud to my empty apartment Charles You Hypocrite so thats a fun teaser alsdkjf
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literally the best part of this whole stupid book iwlove weird obsessed horndogs thee villain archetype of all time. he’s so silly. “we could’ve had a life together”, he says to his lesbian ex-neighbour who he’s just shot with a crossbow bolt meanwhile her girlfriend who he’s also just shot is half dead across the room. god i love it here he said me and the bad bitch im going to fumble
#WHAT A FUCKING FREAK IJBOL!!!!!!#MORE PSYCHOSEXUALLY OBSESSED WEIRDO VILLAINS PIXELBERRY I KNOW YOU HAVE IT IN U.#their villains are usually so cringe and one note at least this one is memorable#mind you this could have used more buildup. up until like chapter 19 he still had the benefit of the doubt#his ass was NOT beating the twist villain allegations but the fucking freak allegations were a whole separate beast#and he could be presumed innocent in those. like sure i guess these are just average fanatic werewolf hunter antics.#like EYE had my suspicions. him sending that frat bro to sexually harass mc was a fucking freak move#but like in general he was coming off as someone who was just a normal amount of concerned about a friend of theirs falling in w a cult#like girl why am i following my cringe fwb into the pool house to be all ‘babe this isnt u :(’#i dont CARE i wanna go engage with the twist antagonist who at this point my mc still thinks is kind of normal/their friend!!!#but alas that’s just pb for you. we WILL NOT stick a landing ever. they make all the new writers swear to never write a villain that makes#sense or is well foreshadowed. ONLY side characters who you would never suspect bc they have like 5 lines in the whole book.#like you’ll never be duffy veilofsecrets you’ll never recapture that magic.#anyway. markus choicesalpha the fucking weirdo cringefail stalker incel loser you could have been…kermit looking out rainy window dot png#maeve speaks#playchoices#choices#pixelberry#choices alpha#channing lowe#markus barnes#side note this whole thing probably has a Much different vibe with a male mc#but as it is it’s like ijbol. channing is cringe and emotionally unavailable but how could you POSSIBLY compare to a buff werewolf bitch#he is so completely not a contender that its comedic to me. you think WE could have had a LIFE TOGETHER?#even if my mc had never ever met channing SHE IS A LESBIAN!!!! SHES GAY DUDE STOP IT LOL#and with a female mc and male channing its like yeah whatever average incel number 10 billion. wow youre going to kill me bc some other guy#is hotter than you? eyeroll. at least channing canonically gives great head.
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pretty minor thing to think about, but i find it interesting how chapter 7 is the first chapter illustration to show chizuutan as chizuru (instead of chuutan)






like, i get it’s a flashback chapter, but we hardly got to see her as chizuru in the previous few chapters thus far… maybe we’ll get to see more of her as her true self after the hiyori fight/make up? only future chapters may tell, i guess…
#there’s like 5 weeks to go till chapter 6 is released into the rest of the world and i m n o t r e a d y—#man. chapter 5 still manages to ruin my mood no matter how many times i read it… man.#i was having so much fun with renren and concon and the 3 stooges and th e n.#imagine putting on a (somewhat) perfect/cute act to hide your true self because you know you’re unlovable the way you are#but then someone else runs along and screws up every step of the way without putting on any airs and is adored for it anyway…#i imagine chapter 6 will be much worse. especially since the start of the flashback begins there…#i sincerely hope the flashback ends in chapter 7 bc aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#though. considering where we are now in the series. i think there’s a chance that vol 2 will come out at the end of december#ch 8 will prolly start to drop somewhere around the later half of november so it seems about right…#b u t if there’s the preorder bonus manga for vol 2 in dec can we have santa girl chuutan in it p l s—#i think we’ll need an incredibly cute bonus feature to lift the mood from whatever the heck’s going on with vol 2’s chapters#bc. idk. im sensing some self hatred with this one chizuchan… it’s as though she can only love herself if she’s dolled up as chuutan…#like. even in her aizo self-insert delusions she’s thinking of herself as chuutan… maybe im reading too much into this. hm.#but then again she even puts on makeup when she’s at home in her own room…#w a i t a sec what if this wack behaviour only came about bc of what’s about to be revealed in the flashbacks. wait. no. w h a t if—#i hope manga chizuchan will be able to love herself properly soon… we all love you chizuchan~~~~~~~~~~#this. too. is our oshi no—#dammit why is something set in the same universe as the [redacted] anime making me feel things??? i hate itttttttttt#anyways. wh. what if one of the h10w turns out to be an anime adaptation of the chizuchan manga#and they’re just waiting on. like. the final vol to announce it.#it’d make the most sense for an anime series at this point… since chizuchan is marketable and it’s set in the same anime verse#so there’s no inconsistencies to retcon and such…#but!!!! most importantly!!!!!! we’d be able to see animated renren and concon!!!!!!!#…but something like this will only appear in my delusions huh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~#mousou dake no kawaikute gomen anime#ok that’s enough thinking for the day; back to kimikawaii mv g o o d b y e~~~~#chizuutan chizpost
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